I give up on the gym, and working out and attempting to not look pudgy all the time.
My fiance (god I hate that word it's so cheesy) is in amazing shape and works out almost every day. I on the other hand get discouraged very easily and feel that it is seriously unfair that I have to work 4 times as hard to get minimal to no results. Every time he leaves for the gym I feel a little worse about myself for not going.
I give up.
I am never able to lose any weight and I'll always be not fat, but not thin either. Average. I hate wearing a bathing suit, I loathe wearing shorts, and no matter how much I work out or what kind of classes/weight training/cardio takes place I still. look. the. same.
So what is the point? I don't gain weight if I don't work out. I'm just stuck in this stagnant space where my body always looks the same and I always feel crappy about it. Nothing short of a personal trainer and 4 hour a day workouts is going to make a difference.