Because even in the middle of a long email exchange with someone I have worked with for two years I still get called Alice sometimes. My name is not Alice.
Because when I try to be inclusive and friendly and invite my coworkers to lunch, I get my head bit off for no reason. The more I try to reach out to people, to make friends, the more I feel like I am beating my head against a wall. I already have friends, people that I love and care about, and people who get me, understand my sense of humor and realize that I'm FUCKING KIDDING YOU OVERSENSITIVE MORON.
Because I get a promotion and then am barely allowed to do the job I am being paid to do. (sort of paid, paid not very well)
Because at the end of the day, I am really homesick. Nothing is worth staying here, and the more things change at my job, the more they stay the same. The longer I am around these "environmentalists" these "animal lovers" these "liberal thinkers" and "open minded" people, the more I realize how pretentious and ignorant they are. A bunch of over-privileged brats. Who by the way, judge everyone based on the most ridiculous criteria and overgeneralize. I'm blond, I was in a sorority, I don't have a degree in biology, I MUST be a vapid, useless bimbo right?
Can you tell I am having a really bad day?