It has been 18 days since my last post. Not much has changed, 18 days is no lifetime that's for sure. I am coming to the realization that I am not in the same place as any of my closest friends. I don't know when I became so positive and non-cynical, its a little bit scary. I've always been the most cynical one, the most bitter.
I don't really have anything to be cynical or bitter about these days. I should be more worried though. There are so many fast approaching decisions to be made. Let's see...
1. internship this summer. where and how?
2. moving after said internship. where and with who?
3. ok not so many after all.
Now that I've written them down, they are not so numerous as they are huge decisions. Sometimes I have a hard time deciding whether to wear my hair wavy or straight in the morning. It really is a difficult choice and the results are unpredictable and subject to the weather. I also hate having to pick a restaurant when going out to eat with friends, its stresses me out.
So, deciding where to move after this semester is over is a biggie. My grad school program can be finished entirely online as well if necessary, so that doesn't help as far as narrowing down the options. Currently things are at a standstill. FSU is looking for a new job, and depending on the city or state this job happens to be in I guess that will help. Although, I can't picture myself living in Indianapolis or St. Louis or something odd like that.
And now, I've lost my train of thought... that's been happening a lot lately.
I'll get back to you.