Friday, January 11, 2008

not today

I should have stayed awake when I got up the first time this morning, I was very much in a good mood. But no, I made the mistake of going back to sleep and awoke on the horribly wrong side of the bed.

Today is just one of those days. Nothing seems right, I have stared hatefully at all the clothes in my closet intermittently for the past hour. I can't even finish this simple quiz for class, and just to top it all off I am feeling extraordinarily huge and unattractive. (even though rationally I know I'm not at all) Taking this all into consideration, the prospect of going out tonight is looming overhead like the thunderstorm that will inevitably pour down on us as soon as we get there.

Rationality is obviously not in my reasoning today though. I should take my own advice and just go back to bed. Maybe I could somehow find the good side, but there is always a chance it could just get worse so its not worth the risk.

I am however going to give up on accomplishing anything in the way of class work. I don't think I am in the right frame of mind to communicate intelligently.

The only thing that might take the edge off... drinks. lots of them.

~Z

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